When you've been here almost six months and you still haven't really settled into the pace of the game...it's a sign you should stick to one character for the time being and learn to roll with things before trying for anyone else.
So, dropping
Shizuru (
churchbelled) and focusing on Lockon instead. I totally flaked on doing anything with him during nightshift, but he has therapy this dayshift and I look forward to getting him back into action.