ext_260396 ([identity profile] godhood.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] damned_lounge2008-11-18 10:29 pm

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So, okay, chat convinced me to post this now and I have to agree with them even with my being a paranoid crazypantstype. UM, SO... Light has not been working out for me for the past, ah, some number of months. I'd always felt a considerable amount of doubt when it came to playing him, but now it's just gotten to the point where it's totally unmanageable. Additionally, my schedule, such as it is, is so not conducive to playing a character who is supposed to be actively involved in just about everything ALL THE TIME and... all that other stuff. That and my waning interest in Death Note pretty much sealed the deal.

In other words, I will be dropping Light. Not now because I've made some promises to thread with people this coming dayshift, but once that dayshift is over, YEAH, he'll be gone. (I-I'll need to be working on end-of-quarter stuff during that timeframe anyway, so it all works out.)

With any luck, you'll be seeing me around again come next app cycle, during which I hope to be applying for a more suitable character for my current interests and availability (... which should have improved by then anyway since I'll have just that one character to look after instead of the three that were bogging me down in recent times), but if for some reason that doesn't work out, um... well, I dunno, that'll probably mean goodbye until the next NEXT app cycle. D: I hope not, though. Damned's been my "home RP," I guess you could say, for more than two years now and I don't want to be gone that long from it.

So, um, yes. Oh, and I'm announcing this early so that anyone who'd been wanting to play/apply for him who's either in the game or an onlooker knows ahead of time and has more time to work on an app. 8D;; And because chat made me. There you go. And I'm going to be in chat even when I'm "gone," so um. Yes.

[identity profile] murasaki-kaze.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 09:13 am (UTC)(link)
IT'S OKAY. I'LL JUST KILL YOU IN YOUR SLEE--- I MEAN, UHHHHHHH.

....

..................

[identity profile] subversive.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 09:15 am (UTC)(link)
HA, YOU MEAN YOU'LL TRY. I, LIKE CHUCK NORRIS, DO NOT SLEEP.


































[identity profile] murasaki-kaze.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 09:16 am (UTC)(link)
YOU BETTER WAIT FOR ME. I hate it when people fall asleep before I get there. :[

[identity profile] subversive.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 09:19 am (UTC)(link)
I WILL WAIT. I WILL WAIT UNTIL THE SKY HAS FALLEN AND THE SEAS HAVE DRIED UP! SO SHALL I WAIT! \o/

[identity profile] murasaki-kaze.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 09:20 am (UTC)(link)
o bb. You're so romantic.

[identity profile] deadlyjuliet.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 09:23 am (UTC)(link)
Speak to me again, my Romeo~

[identity profile] subversive.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 09:29 am (UTC)(link)
Your eyes are like two limpid pools of loveliness, your hair is like a bloody waterfall. Plus those short skirts you wear make me really horny.



... Wait, no, that's Red Dwarf.

[identity profile] deadlyjuliet.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 10:21 am (UTC)(link)
.....Eh, I'll take it anyway.

[identity profile] subversive.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
XD 'Kay then!

longlivetheking: (Injured)

[personal profile] longlivetheking 2008-11-19 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
;______;

But that's totally understandable, though. I had dropped Xemnas back then for the very same reason. I hope to see you return coming app cycle. <3

[identity profile] puddingtreat.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 07:56 am (UTC)(link)
DEMANDING CHARACTERS ARE JUST THAT EVIL D:

<3

[identity profile] subversive.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 07:57 am (UTC)(link)
YEAH SERIOUSLY. THOSE BASTARDS. >(

♥♥

[identity profile] tyki-pon.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
SOMEONE NEEDS TO SHOOT THEM, THOSE BASTARDS! >:[

<3<3

[identity profile] subversive.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
WELL, THEY SORTA HAVE BEEN ALREADY, SO IT ALL WORKS OUT?

♥♥♥

[identity profile] bleakwinters.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 09:29 am (UTC)(link)
I never got to play with Light (having only just come in this cycle), but I am sad to see him go. Hopefully you'll come back in December? :D *hug*

[identity profile] subversive.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 09:31 am (UTC)(link)
I'M REALLY SORRY ABOUT THAT. Um, but yeah, maybe meetingish type things can happen with new character in December orrrrrrrr something. I'll try to return, anyhow. o/ *hugs*

[identity profile] bleakwinters.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 09:44 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, it's okay. When characters become a drag and you're insecure, it's better to cut your losses than become bitter about playing them. And if your character is from Code Geass, I will love you. Because that icon and omg LELOUCH is just.... yes XD

[identity profile] subversive.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 09:50 am (UTC)(link)
This is very true. |D;;; So yeah, that's the route I'm taking/have taken. And, ahhhhhh, well... that's a secret? If a very obvious one considering the fact that I KEEP USING ICONS OF HIM SALKJLDKGJGD but yes. |D;;;

I wish you luck in deciding!

[identity profile] bleakwinters.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 12:57 pm (UTC)(link)
It's why I left the last RPG I was on. It was just... the whole place and my characters went to shit. Anyway, that's done, no use wanking on the past!

Edited 2008-11-19 12:57 (UTC)

[identity profile] subversive.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
This is also very true. 8D;;

HE IS VERY LOVABLE, so yes. I hope I can actually get in with him/do him justice. D: And THEY DECIDE BY... well, sometimes if people have multiple characters in mind, they start apps for all of them and end up going with whoever's app is easiest/the most fun?

[identity profile] stalksperverts.livejournal.com 2008-11-20 08:45 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, I like me a bit of wank, but sometimes, best not to go there XDDD

[identity profile] subversive.livejournal.com 2008-11-20 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeeeaaaaaah, it really is.

YES, THAT HE IS. Intimidating, that, but at least I sortakinda have experience with geniuses. Just need to modify the SMART to a different format... kinda. Uh, anyway. ... I WORRY ABOUT HOW IC MY CHARACTERS ARE. I think it's a good thing to worry, really, but then yeah, some people do take it to extremes. |D;; And I'm glad you found that suggestion helpful! You're very welcome~

[identity profile] theladyfeylene.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
:(

I'm really going to miss your Light.

[identity profile] subversive.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
._. I'll miss-- well, Light didn't really interact with Naomi all that much, but still! That will be missed. AND SO WILL HIS INTERACTIONS WITH TAMAKI, RARE AS THOUGH THEY MAY HAVE BEEN. S-so yeah. ._.;;;;

[identity profile] nijawial.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
:(

Your Light was awesome. I am sorry he didn't work out for you.

[identity profile] subversive.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you. And eh, don't apologize! Really no reason for you to. S-So yeah. Thank you again. ._.;

[identity profile] bored-todeath.livejournal.com 2008-11-20 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
:(
Hope you come back soon with your awesomeness?

Also..> !_! Can I steal your guidlines about the shinigami eyes?
*fail*

Ryuk'll be sad to have been able to speak to Light.

[identity profile] subversive.livejournal.com 2008-11-20 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I hope I do too. Uh, obviously.

Go ahead! Most of them are from the official material anyway. The Landel's centric stuff is kind of... well, anyway. And I'd totally make the screened comments in that entry thing Light has visible to you if I could, but unfortunately, LJ doesn't work like that. Um. But I'm sure you can find some way to work things out...

Yeah, I'm really sorry about that. D| Especially since I'm sure he would have gotten a kick out of the fact that Light's lifespan's been shortened. :[ Bastard. A-and stuff. ._.