http://itneverwas.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] itneverwas.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] damned_lounge2007-12-01 10:24 pm

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I've thought long and hard over it, but I have finally made my decision.

As much as it saddens me to let him go, I'm going to drop Xemnas. As amazing and fun to write as he is, I don't really think I have much of a choice. Considering he's the Superior, he's a lot of responsibility, and I simply can't handle that. With each entry I wrote, I was worried that I made him look stupid. I was worried that he wasn't going to make a wise decision. I was worried about nearly everything. And I keep feeling the pressure that he needs to accomplish things, since he's -- after all -- the Superior. I don't want to play a character that way. I don't like to plan everything ahead.

So that's why it's probably best that I let him go. I'm really, really sorry to all the Organization muns, especially Callie. All of you are amazing, and I'm very glad I got to interact with you through the Superior. I do hope you will get a new Xemnas that will be able to fill the leader-type role better than I had. I'm sorry for not being able to do that instead. I've tried, I've tried really hard, but...:/

He's going to fade away. Or disappear, but the first sounded more appropriate ^^'

-- Samantha
(Albel/Scar-mun)

[identity profile] sugarsweetblood.livejournal.com 2007-12-02 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
Awwwww, Xemmykiiiiiiiiiiins!!! *clings* Rhode wanted to pester you some more!! But she understands... (well, her mun does at least)...

So many Org members dropping!!

[identity profile] puddingtreat.livejournal.com 2007-12-02 12:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Sowwy :( I hope Rhode will find a new person to pester soon??

The Org is falling apart! D:

[identity profile] blazing-general.livejournal.com 2007-12-02 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
I know how it is. I gave up on apping Vetinari and Balalaika for the same reason... they're just too competent to be easily played.

[identity profile] puddingtreat.livejournal.com 2007-12-02 01:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, some characters are difficult for that reason only. :(

[identity profile] numberii.livejournal.com 2007-12-03 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, I'm really sorry to hear that! I can understand why you're doing it, but... still, makes me sad to hear. Thanks for the fun times anyway, mm? Totally wasn't stalking your posts. Clearly not!

[identity profile] puddingtreat.livejournal.com 2007-12-03 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry! :( I hope you get a new Superior soon. Like I said, I'm very glad I got to interact with your Xigbar, though! <3 Aside from the responsibility issues, I had fun while it lasted.

Stalking my posts? Of course not! :P